Hiatus
Journal Entry: Fri Feb 22, 2008, 5:47 PM
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Lonely - Listening to: an oddly silent flat
I may not be on here, CafePress (lunarcus), or Etsy (lunarcus) much for a while. My mother, for whom I have been sole caregiver for the past four years, fell and dislocated the shoulder of her master side, then died only days later of a pulmonary embolism. In the midst of this, my partner of two years fell ill with appendicitis, nearly died, and has since been re-hospitalised with multiple secondary infections.
As the chosen heir of what was left of my mother's possessions after she was victimised in a travesty of a divorce hearing, I will be busy, all day and every day, for the immediate future with the settling of her affairs.
She wasn't just my mother; over the years since my abusive, adulterous, so-called-father used her up and threw her (and me) away, we became close friends. I can't stand sitting here in this messy apartment, surrounded by everything except the one important thing, everything but the one thing that made this home: her presence.
She was too modest, "too nice" and thus was ignored and neglected or taken advantage of her whole life. No more. I cannot allow her to be forgotten, brushed off in death as she was in life.
Thank you to anybody bothering to read this.
Devious Comments
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Bzzz
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" Tout ce qui n'est pas cru est décoratif. "
(Jean Cocteau.)
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riddle!
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*Apophysis is back
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I don't need to fight
To prove I'm right
I don't need to be forgiven
Haha, I R Teh King.
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An acrobat amongst his ship, even in the stormiest of seas.
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Bizde bilirdik
Sevgiliye,
Karanfil almasını;
Lakin aç idik yedik
Karanfil parasını
y güney
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As soon as someone tries to tell me that a colour blind man can't create art, I'll tell them that a deaf guy can't write music.
I'm the Pokemon Trainer in Ray's Super Smash Brothers Army.
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I dreamt I dwelt in marble halls,
And each damp thing that creeps and crawls
Went wobble-wobble on the walls....
~Mermafied
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L'esprit c'est comme un parachute, s'il reste fermé, il s'écrase.
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Out of the shadows, Lurking within the dark light, The spectre rises...
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My Gallery
SEJA
Mrazmi
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A Robin Redbreast in a Cage Puts all Heaven in a Rage
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=DiamondFantasies
*curiahcity
~AlsuinMoonfire <--- My boyfriend. ^-^
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xoxo <3 Curvy Gorgeous <3 xoxo
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